Slow Ground
Nothing about this season is visible.
I am a hand pushing through packed earth,
a small white argument with the dark.
People ask what I am growing.
I tell them I don't know yet,
only that the pushing has a direction
and the direction is down.
Somewhere above me, light is happening
the way it always does, without asking.
I do not envy it.
I am learning that depth
is a kind of arrival
no one claps for.
And when I finally break the surface
let it be quiet. Let it smell like rain.
Let me have been something
before I was seen.